kpos' Journal

5:15pm: so here i am finally home.

ive been the non stop travel machine.

i left thursday night after working and
i got in early friday and matt and scott picked me up from the airport then on the way to CT got stopped in traffic for like ever.
then did running around for the wedding, mind you i am on no sleep.
chris fuller and I ride around Costco in those Rascal wheel chairs.
finally sleep and in the morning get ready for the wedding.
i forget my own camera battery so i take pictures on scotty's camera.
im pretty good. maybe a pro
the wedding was great.
i made some new friends and hung with old ones

that night went swimming and played volleyball. although at the time it seemed like the best idea, it ended up being the worst. I have the worst bug bites all over me.
im sorta miserable.

next day have a little bbq and then scott and i went to nyc to see Career suicide. it was awesome!! i got to see so many people. and career suicide was really good and my new favorite band government warning played. seriously check them out.

then after that scott and i walked down to china town and i hoped on the ole fung wah to bahston.
4 hours later, dave picked me up and we ate at a shitty diner and then wandered around an empty boston for hours, we ended up laying in a field talking and having grass fights for hours.
at around 7am i asked jorie if we could come over and sleep for a little bit before hang out seshs began.

so we went to her place and slept for like 4 hours and then went to the fine art museum and held hands and looked at alot of art and mummies.
it was pretty cool.

met up with andrew and mullet who i haven't seen since they played che fest 2 years ago and had some lunch. went over to a record store and met the new love of my life.. nibbler. a 2 month of puppie that could fit in my hands.
i love her.
jorie came and met up with us and then we went and met up with hook.
im bummed i didn't get to see more friends in boston but i only had a few hours.

dave and went to harvard square and laid around talking for awhile and then he took me to the bus station.

i cant wait for him to move here, we are gonna hang out all the time and do touristy things. it'll be cool.

below is dave and nibbler, both babes.


so after getting back on the fung wah i spent 4 hours on the bus then i got lost in china town but luckily scotty came to my aid and helped me get to the subway i needed to take.
then i took the subway at 3am to the airport and just sat around til my flight at 8am.
then i finally got to california and then got on the bart and a bus and finally got home.

im glad to be home.

11:45pm: so im about 6 years late but i started watching the Sopranos a little bit ago and im totally hooked.
im on the third boxset and i can't stop watching, it's sick. i dont want it to end.

does anyone know how much a passport costs?
im looking to get one soon.
it's weird that with all my traveling i never had one.

i got my free 60 gig video ipod from the internerd and it's only half filled up.
im willing to take suggestions.
but no crap.


i can't wait for my tax money to come in. it'll be really helpful.

it's been great.
talk to you later.

1:26am: it's funny how things are

even funnier how they end up.




hope you all had a happy holiday, i did.

2:30am: when's the last time you felt the feeling of the wind being knocked out of you?

not really having someone knock the wind out of you physically... but where your stomach aches, your throat feels tight and you can't even catch your breath.



it's funny that saying something knocked the wind out of you... can be also thought of as a good thing.

2:34am: wake up

4:19pm: count me out - my regret
Take everything away from me
There's the one thing you can never have (my regret)
There's no way back
You can't say that
I never tried
When I can't count the times I tried for you
There's no use trying to find a way
When I see nothing in you
I've given everything
I'm through trying.. for you
There's no way back
You can't say that
I never tried
When I can't count the times I tried for you
Did I expect too much of us..
To be let down
Take everything away from me
There's the one thing you can never have
You can not change your past
Did I expect too much?


and this time. i mean it.